My First post, I think I will give you a treat a sneak peak into the life of a boy I once knew.Lets you and me take this journey together….
We catch up with our protagonist at his house he is in his bathroom slumped on the floor there is blood everywhere.He has cut himself for the third time in as many days….his mother is calling for him aren’t you coming to eat, He knows he has to go down or someone is going to come looking for him any minute now but he cant think straight the smell of blood is nauseating. He gets up….he is weak he has been starving himself for three days now. He gets out of bathroom into his locked room he holds a kerchief over his wound and presses down on it to stop the bleeding so that they wont see but there has been too much blood loss…The pain is overwhelming him….He tells himself he has to hold on they cant see….He blacks out and falls to the ground unconscious
He wakes up he is at his school, Its that day its December 13th…Lunch is almost over, His friends are telling him that the girls who he has secretly loved for the past two years is in love with someone else, His insides are on fire yet He says nothing he pretends he hardly heard it. The rest of day he is barely aware of what is going on around him finally he reaches home he cant take it anymore he has to know the truth so he calls her confesses his love and asks that dreaded question yes or no……The answer comes softly its yes she has said yes, its the happiest day of his life,Suddenly it goes black again….
She is telling him to open his eyes…He is sitting on her Bed Its a December again one year has gone by since that 13th. There is a card in his hand she is asking him to read it and as he opens the card she climbs on to bed and hugs him tightly from behind there is love in that room true love….he nussles his head nearer to hers, he can feel her breath on his skin all he can think is how beautiful she is….He starts to read “To My dearest Sam” He is confused he asks “who is Sam”….She answers “its you silly”. He thinks to himself my name but my name is…It dawns on him for a few seconds he had actually forgotten his name. He thinks to himself I wish I could spend my whole life wrapped up in her arms. He closes his eyes taking in the warmth of her body….Then Suddenly Someone is knocking at the door…..
He opens his eyes,he is back on the floor of his room the he is still alive….He has no idea how long he was out but somehow he feels a bit better as though someone had just comforted him …His mother shouts from behind the door…Get up and come eat I have to wash the dishes.
Thats enough of a teaser for today I think…To Find what happens to our little boy come again and I promise I will tell you just remember all good things come to those who wait.This is a very long story with many morals but for today no sermons just the truth and a cold hard realization that there is a lot of pain in this world.
This is Me Manu/Parasuram signing off see you later.
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